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  Dedication

  For my husband,

  who is the complete opposite of a bad boy,

  which is why I married him.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Acknowledgments

  An Excerpt from Never Been Good Prologue

  Chapter 1

  About the Author

  By Christi Barth

  A Letter from the Editor

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Prologue

  Silent Springs County Jail, 3:00 a.m.

  Mood in the room—pissed as fuck

  Ronan Connolly had a talent for sizing up the mood in a room. More than once, hell, more times than the thirty-one years under his belt, it had saved his life. Because when you worked for the Chicago mob, sometimes all the heads-up you got that a situation was going south was a squinted eye or a tightened mouth.

  Right now? He could get all fancy-pants and notice the tense hush that crammed the interrogation room with a shit-ton of unsaid words. He could get all shrink-y and assume that U.S. Marshal Delaney Evans’s ramrod straight posture meant she was taut with anger. Or he could just look over at the two sets of blue eyes that matched his own, spitting fire. Kevin and Fallon, his brothers, were mad. Furious. Oh, yeah—he knew this because he felt exactly the same thing.

  He spun the ladder-back chair around and straddled it. Probably thumped it harder against the floor than necessary. But since he couldn’t punch the wall, or a face, or even a god damned pillow, Ronan settled for slamming the chair.

  “I came into the Witness Security Program of my own free will. You people didn’t arrest me and cut a deal. I sought you out and offered to testify against the fucking Chicago mob. That’s supposed to afford me and mine some protection. It’s not supposed to get us dragged out of bed at the ass-end of the night and thrown into jail.”

  “You’re not in jail.” Delaney’s boots clomped hard against the concrete as she walked to the door, opened it, and purposefully left it ajar. “See? Not locked. No guards.”

  “If that’s true, how about you slide that gun out of your holster and put it on the table,” Kevin suggested.

  Ronan had to hand it to his brother. The guy thought like a lawyer, even though he was still one semester shy from a JD. He didn’t ask the marshal to hand off the weapon to any of them. No, Kevin had just asked her to take it out of play.

  “For God’s sake.” Delaney rolled her pretty blue eyes. “Do you really not trust me? After six months of shepherding your asses all around this country?”

  Ronan didn’t trust anyone.

  Not anymore.

  Nobody except his brothers. No matter how good the marshal had been to them.

  With a lazy twist of his wrist, Kevin pointed one finger at the weapon. “A gun destabilizes the power dynamic. Remove it, and any threat—perceived or otherwise—diminishes.”

  Delaney held his gaze as she slid it out of the holster and emptied the bullets into her hand. Then she put the now-useless gun in the middle of the scarred wooden table. “There. Happy?”

  Kevin shrugged. “I won’t be happy until I’ve tasted your lips. Until I’ve had them on me. But I do feel prepared to continue the conversation.”

  Unbelievable. If Ronan had told his brother once, he’d told the little pip-squeak a hundred times not to antagonize their protection agent. And she’d made it clear that she took Kevin’s constant flirtation as an annoyance. Doing it now, when they’d been rousted out of bed and brought here in a squad car for some reason he couldn’t begin to guess, was downright stupid. Ronan kicked him under the table. Twice.

  “We might not be behind bars, but this is a county jail.” Ronan knew he was repeating himself. But he was pissed. Tired. And feeling out of control, which he didn’t do. Ever.

  “Ronan’s right.” Fallon planted his forearms on the table and leaned forward. “Now, I built birdhouses in shop class better than that shithole apartment you stuck us in, but at least it had beds. Pillows. And, speaking for myself, a really hot dream about two redheads in a hot tub. Yanking us out of there with no explanation and bringing us to jail isn’t playing fair.”

  Delaney shook back her long blond hair. And nailed Fallon with an icy glare. “You’re here, as it so happens, for your own protection. Because your house isn’t safe anymore. Bringing you to, yes, the county jail, is merely a stopgap before we move you again.”

  “No.” Ronan didn’t like this town any better than the last three. But he damn well didn’t want to move again. To pick a new name and a new job that sucked and learn the streets and try to fit in—which was so far proving impossible no matter where they went. “No freaking way.”

  “I warned you. I warned all of you. Screw up, break the rules, and we move you. Start picking out new names, fellas.”

  Ronan shot out of his chair. Then he grabbed Fallon and Kevin by their collars, lifting them halfway to their feet. “What the fuck did you do?”

  “Let them go. It’s you this time, Ronan.”

  The shock of her assertion was as much a punch to the gut as the elbow Fallon planted in his belly. He let go and reeled back a step to sag against the cinderblock wall. Because he’d fucking given up everything, turned his life inside out to keep his brothers safe. Not himself.

  “I would never put them in danger,” he said flatly.

  “Not on purpose, no.” Delaney’s steely gaze softened. “I don’t doubt that for a second.”

  Kevin sneered at him. It was a look he’d aimed at Ronan more in the past six months than in all the previous twenty-five years put together. The little snot held a grudge like nobody’s business. And since he blamed Ronan for getting him yanked out of law school, out of life, not to mention hiding their family’s deep mob connections . . . well, that chip on his shoulder probably wasn’t going away anytime soon. “What’d you do—call up one of your ex-skirts for some phone sex?”

  “I wouldn’t put your lives at risk for that.” Ronan waggled his fingers. “I’ve got a hand, don’t I?”

  “Eww.” Delaney shook her head. “No more guesses. I can’t take it. Look, Ronan, you logged on to a certain Italian cooking website that’s a known message board for the mob.”

  “I didn’t leave a message. Didn’t talk to anyone. I just looked around . . .” He let his voice trail off.

  How did she know? That quick dip into his old life had been done from the privacy of his bedroom. On his laptop. Not at a coffeehouse where any passing busybody could peer over his shoulder. Not at a library where the system could be hacked. No, he’d surfed from the so-called comfort of his lumpy bed. The same place he’d searched a few other sites that a man only looked at in the privacy of his own room.

  Son of a bitch. Ronan pushed off the wall and stalked forward. He braced one palm on the table and the other on the back of Delaney’s chair, caging her in so that she had no choice but to look him in the eye. “You hacked my computer.”

  Had to give the lady credit. Ronan’s menacing glare was usually all it took to make a grown man pee his pants and rush to both
name names and hand over money. Sure, he’d carried a tire iron to send a message, but he’d rarely had to use it. Blondie, however, didn’t look at all intimidated. The woman had a brass pair, that was for sure.

  “I did no such thing.”

  Ronan’s lips parted on a low growl.

  That did it. She looked away. Just for a second, but that was all it took. She’d talk now.

  “I didn’t have to hack your government-provided computer because we already had a tap on it,” the marshal said, as slick as January ice on Lake Michigan. “On all of them, actually.”

  Kevin thumped his fist on the table. “You can’t do that. There’s no way you had a warrant. No cause. Zero.”

  “I can do it because it is standard procedure with protectees until we’re certain they don’t pose a threat to themselves. You guys . . . well, you haven’t exactly taken to your new lives. Any of them, so far. We watch for your own good. So we can yank you to safety when you do something boneheaded.”

  With a look of disgust, Fallon said, “You got on Italiano Cucina Casalinga? I don’t care how much you craved a good bolognese sauce. There are a million other recipe sites out there that aren’t full of secret messages.”

  “Wait—you hid mob business on an Italian home cooking site?” Kevin’s head fell back until he stared at the ceiling. “God, is that where the family lasagne recipe comes from? Is there any part of our life that wasn’t touched by the mob?”

  Back in the day, Ronan never had to explain himself. He’d been second in command to McGinty. The fixer. Everyone looked up to him, and his word was the last word.

  It was just one more thing that had changed. Along with his name, his job, and the stupid, scratchy goatees they’d all grown after the last middle-of-the-night move. He hadn’t allowed himself the luxury of talking to a pretty woman—let alone romancing one—since they’d entered the program. Every hour of every day was spent second-guessing and safeguarding and holding all their shit together. So having to justify his actions to his younger brothers didn’t just sting. It sucked.

  But he’d do it. He’d swallow his pride and do it, to keep them from splintering apart anymore. Because keeping the three of them together? Safe and healthy? It was the only thing that mattered.

  Ronan sat back down. Spread his hands wide, palms up, like he was doing penance. “I caught the tail end of a piece on the morning news about Danny McGinty. How he was taken from his jail cell and rushed to the hospital. I had to find out more. Was he attacked? Were they trying to take him out? Was he sick? If he dies, I can’t testify against him. Would that change our whole situation? I thought I could nose around on the site, see if there was mention of a hit, or a change in leadership, and then I’d get out with no one being the wiser.”

  “Except they have programs on their end. Like the ones that show you nonstop travel ads on social media after you peek at one little beach hotel to de-stress after a long day.” Delaney cleared her throat, winced, and then continued. “They can monitor who comes onto the site. Which means they could know that someone from this town, which has zero ties to any version of organized crime, was on there for some reason. It is a neon sign leading them to you.”

  His stomach churned, the way it did after eating too many Johnnie’s Italian sausages topped with shredded beef. “I didn’t know.”

  Delaney patted his arm. “I get it. But we told you when you joined the program not to do so much as a search on a one-night stand from high school. Nothing from your former lives can touch these new ones.”

  Ronan looked at his brothers. “I’m sorry.” Then he looked over at Delaney. Kevin’s flirting might annoy the shit out of her, but Ronan knew he could work his own magic to smooth out the frown lines on her face. So he aimed one of his patented panty-dropping smiles at her, full force. “And thank you, Marshal. For keeping watch. For having our backs. Wish you’d been up front about it, though.”

  “Reaaally?” She drawled the word out so long that Ronan knew he’d hate whatever came out next. The smile was clearly wasted on the pissed-off woman. “You’re squeamish that I know you occasionally watch porn? Or is it the fact that you’ve been studying up on the Arizona Diamondbacks that embarrasses you?”

  Shit.

  Both, actually.

  Kevin’s neck actually snapped, he jerked it forward so fast. “Dude. The Diamondbacks? They’re the dirtiest team in baseball.”

  Pointing at Delaney, Ronan said, “She told us that we can’t be Cubs fans anymore. Not in public. I’m trying to find a new team.”

  “Try harder,” Fallon said, tongue in his cheek.

  Delaney stood, scraping her chair back. “You’re right. I should’ve told you we were keeping an eye on you. Heads-up—we’re going to keep doing it in this next town. For a while. Your phones, too.”

  He dipped his head. As much as it rankled, it also made sense. “Okay.”

  “We are monitoring the McGinty situation. When there’s something to tell you, I will. Until then, there’s no reason to send you into an uproar that maybe breaks your cover. That’s why I didn’t tell you. But next time, whether you have a question or get into trouble, you call me. It’s my job to protect you—even if that means protecting you from yourself.”

  “Okay.” Ronan would swallow that bitter pill. He’d try harder. He’d make sure his brothers toed the line, too.

  Her boots thudded heavily as she walked the circumference of the room from each brother to the next. “Because—and this isn’t a threat, just a warning—if you guys can’t make it work in this next town, that’s it. You’re out of the program. The word came down from the top brass when they heard about this latest stunt. I mean, the unfortunate albeit unknowing poor choice.” She put air quotes around the words. The marshal could be a hard ass.

  “We’d be on our own?”

  Delaney nodded. “No sweet monthly check, no help setting up new identities, no perfectly polished fake job references. If you blow it again, we drop Kevin first. Screw up after that and the two of you are out, too. We’re well aware how badly you want to stay together, so that’s our bargaining chip. Kick him out of the program and move you two out of his life forever. He’s only along for the ride as a favor, since he’s not testifying. And that means he’ll be found. Probably killed.”

  Yeah. Like that possibility didn’t already wake Ronan up a couple dozen times a week in a cold sweat.

  “At least promise to wear something short and backless to my funeral,” Kevin said with a wink. He tossed one of her bullets high up, then snatched it out of the air.

  Idiot.

  This wasn’t going to be easy. But if Ronan could keep Chicago’s criminal underbelly in line, he could damn well make sure he and his brothers behaved.

  Probably.

  Chapter 1

  Some stretch of Oregon freeway

  Mood behind the wheel—free

  . . . not that it’d last

  Every time they’d been dumped in a new town, the Maguire brothers made a list of all the ways the new town sucked compared to Chicago. Rafe didn’t like much about this new placement. Probably. Hell, he’d only been in Bandon for forty-eight hours. It’d rained for forty-seven of those hours, here on the Oregon coast. Seemed like everyone always bitched about the constant rain, and Rafe was happy to jump on the bandwagon. Even though it just made puddles, which cleaned themselves up. As opposed to the annual or three epic Chicago blizzards that broke your back with two solid days of shoveling out.

  Rafe stopped himself. That wasn’t the happy, perky mindset Marshal Evans preferred. The one he’d promised her—again—an hour ago when he’d picked up the final version of his brother’s new license. It’d pissed him off to have to meet Delaney halfway between her office up in Eugene and his town. But it kept their cover secure. And part of him felt sorry for the government hack who’d spelled Kellan’s new name wrong the first time around. Guess they changed ’em so often it was hard to keep track. Hadn’t stopped his youngest brother fro
m being pissy about the slipup, though.

  The good thing about the almost pointless drive was his sweet-as-fuck ride. The one he’d conned the government into buying for him by pointing out that it cost less than an actual new car. Rafe had a sweet spot for classic cars. If he truly had to hunker down and build a life here? He’d damn well do it with his dream car.

  A 1970 Chevrolet Camaro. With T-tops. The same blue as Lake Michigan on an August day.

  Rafe wasn’t even speeding. For once. It was too much fun to listen to the smooth rumble of the engine, feel the cool May wind rushing in the open windows, and not worry about anything waiting for him back in their new town. No worries about remembering his name or his brothers’ names. No worries about doing a job he’d only played with as a hobby for fifteen years. No worries about whether anyone from their old life was on their trail.

  For right now, he’d enjoy another half hour of pure freedom. The only thing that could make this better would be a hot blonde in the bucket seat next to him.

  Hang on.

  Rafe slowed. Then he stomped on the brakes. Because a Jeep sat half off the shoulder with a dark-haired woman kicking the flat tire.

  A curvy brunette would do just fine.

  It’d be wrong to drive past. Ungentlemanly. If Marshal Evans were here, wouldn’t she tell him to do his civic god damned duty and help his fellow Oregonian?

  Sure she would.

  Parking right at the nose of her Jeep, he got out. Tried to appear non-menacing. Which was the complete opposite of how he’d approached pretty much every situation for half his life. Hell, even the women he’d dated had known what he did and gotten off on the idea of his dangerous life.

  The marshal had given him some pointers on how to come off as normal. One thumb tucked into the waist of his jeans, so it didn’t look like his fist was braced for action. Other arm relaxed at his side. She’d said something about a loose walk, but Rafe only knew one way to walk. To be safe, he stopped almost immediately.